Even when I'm sleeping?

Have you ever had that disorienting sleep where you lay down for a nap and then wake up and you aren't quite sure what time it is? I especially don't like the feeling when you look at the clock and based upon the time and the time of year it could either be early in the morning or sometime in the evening.

In the disorientation, your mind races to find out if you should be racing to get to work, or if in a few hours it's time for bed.

I hate that feeling, and I'm glad that it only happens once in a while...

I lay down and slept; I awoke again, for the Lord sustained me. Psalm 3:5

Sometimes, we take even something as simple as sleep for granted. We expect to fall asleep, then wake up the next morning and continue with our mundane life. When we're sleep, we're completely helpless to the world. However, God sustains us.

I try to stay in the habit of hearing God's voice when I awake in the morning. I lie still in bed and listen. It's seems so much easier to hear His voice before the craziness of the day starts, and even more of a struggle to remember what He said as the day goes on...

Let us struggle to remember that God is there and that He cares for us, even in the things that we take for granted, like sleep. If He cares for us in our sleep, how much more does He care about how we conduct ourselves during our waking hours?

How do you view the world?

I once visited a church where the people held up their tithes and offerings and yelled "Money, come unto me now!" I was amazed. It was as if God would only supply them with money, all their problems would be solved. God would give them the money and they would be able to get their houses, cars, and everything that was needed to be financially well off.

I honestly don't have a problem with people acquiring wealth, I just really think that they may have missed the point.

God's people are never called to view things from the perspective of the world, we're called to view things through the heart of God.

"...Now appoint for us a king to judge us like all the nations,' But the thing displeased Samuel when they said, "Give us a king to judge us." And Samuel prayed to the Lord. And the Lord said to Samuel, "Obey the voice of the people in all that they say to you, for they have not rejected you, but they have rejected me from being king over them." 1 Sam 8:5-7

Here, there people saw what the "world" looked like, and they wanted be to like the world. As a result of not looking to God, the people had kings over them that led them away from God because they looked towards man instead of looking towards God.

However, in the fullness of time, God sent His son to be king over us. Born in a stable, coming as a servant instead of a warrior that bridged the gap between men and God.

So, I guess the question is, are we trying to work through the issues of our life based upon what we now and how we see others resolving their issues, or are we depending on God? Let us struggle to see God's plan and not measure our successes in the views of the world.

A Christmas Retrospective

I remember when I was a about 5 years old, I really believed in Santa Claus. I would go to bed early, barely able to fall asleep due to the anticipation of seeing what was under the tree. I remember waking up at 4am in the morning and knocking on everyone's door so they would see what surprises were under the tree. I remember the joy of ripping open presents and the delight of seeing what gifts I received I can honestly say that I don't remember what anyone else received... that moment was all mine!

I also remember when I had my own children. We would wait until Christmas Eve when everyone. After everyone went to bed, we would go through this frenzy of putting up a Christmas tree, decorations, and wrapping gifts. We made sure that we were awake before the kids and that wait for that moment when they walked around the corner and see how the house had been transformed with lights, a tree, and presents!

Now that most of the kids are grown, I think I may have missed the point or at last not emphasized the importance of the season correctly. In my mind, it was always about giving of gifts and making sure that thy were happy - even though the happiness was temporary... toys eventually forgotten, but in my younger days, the bills remained for much longer.

Around 6am on Christmas Eve I went into Walmart to buy a belt because mine had broken, and I stopped to talk with a man that worked there. He told me about how he stopped a man trying to steal $700 worth of presents. His words were, "That's a felony! I know he wanted to do something for his family this year, but this changes their whole life!"

I know we all think about the fact that God sent His son, and that the 3 wise men came bearing gifts, but there is one scripture that I think we should all pay closer attention to:

Now after Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of Herod the king, behold, wise men from the east came to Jerusalem, 2 saying, “Where is he who has been born king of the Jews? For we saw his star when it rose and have come to worship him.” Matt 2:1-2

 We get so caught up on the fact that they brought gold, frankincense, and myrrh, that we forget that the real reason they came was to worship Jesus, born King, the Savior of us all!

Going into the new year, let's try to keep things in perspective and remember to worship God because He devised a plan to reconcile man back to Himself because he loved us. Selah.

Sometimes, obedience is hard...

There is an account in the Bible of an unknown prophet who had a very short tenure in the service of God. For years, I've wrestled with story and think I finally have an understanding of why things happened the way they did.

In 1st Kings 13, an unknown prophet is instructed by God to prophesy against King Jeroboam who had been leading God's people astray by having them worship false Gods. The Kings' hand withers and is restored, the stone altar is miraculously ripped in half... this guy is demonstrating God's power and signs and wonders are following.

Here's the catch, God instructs this prophet to not stay to eat or drink there, but to leave immediately.

The problem is that an older prophet heard of this and was so excited that another man of God was there that he asked the unnamed prophet to come to his house. He even lied and told him that God said that it was okay.

The result of this disobedience was that the unnamed prophet was eaten by a lion!

God had great plans for this man, but apparently he couldn't be trusted... he could be swayed by another person. As a result, he was useless to God. Unable to be trusted.

The story is harsh, but it still holds true today. Even though we live under grace sometimes we frustrate the grace of God instead of living the way that Paul describes in Galatians 2:20-21 where it is written:

Galatians 2:20-21
King James Version (KJV)
20 I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.21 I do not frustrate the grace of God: for if righteousness come by the law, then Christ is dead in vain.

Let us struggle to remain obedient to what God says, regardless of what others are saying around us.

For your convenience, I'm copying the text of 1 Kings 13 below.

And behold, la man of God came out of Judah by the word of theLord to Bethel. Jeroboam was standing by the altar mto make offerings. 2 nAnd the man cried against the altar by the word of the Lordand said, “O altar, altar, thus says the Lord: ‘Behold, a son shall be born to the house of David, oJosiah by name, and he shall sacrifice on you the priests of the high places who make offerings on you, and human bones shall be burned on you.’” 3 And he gave pa sign the same day, saying, “This is the sign that the Lord has spoken: ‘Behold, the altar shall be torn down, and the ashes that are on it shall be poured out.’” 4 And when the king heard the saying of the man of God, which he cried against the altar at Bethel, Jeroboam stretched out his hand from the altar, saying, “Seize him.” And his hand, which he stretched out against him, dried up, so that he could not draw it back to himself. 5 The altar also was torn down, and the ashes poured out from the altar, according to the sign that the man of God had given by the word of the Lord. 6 And the king said to the man of God, q“Entreat now the favor of the Lord your God, and pray for me, that my hand may be restored to me.” And the man of God entreated the Lord, and the king's hand was restored to him and became as it was before.7 And the king said to the man of God, “Come home with me, and refresh yourself, and rI will give you a reward.” 8 And the man of God said to the king, s“If you give me half your house, tI will not go in with you. And I will not eat bread or drink water in this place, 9 for so was it commanded me by the word of the Lord, saying, ‘You shall neither eat bread nor drink water nor return by the way that you came.’” 10 So he went another way and did not return by the way that he came to Bethel.

The Prophet's Disobedience

11 Now uan old prophet lived in Bethel. And his sons1 came and told him all that the man of God had done that day in Bethel. They also told to their father the words that he had spoken to the king. 12 And their father said to them, “Which way did he go?” And his sons showed him the way that the man of God who came from Judah had gone. 13 And he said to his sons, “Saddle the donkey for me.” So they saddled the donkey for him and he mounted it. 14 And he went after the man of God and found him sitting under an oak. And he said to him, “Are you the man of God who came from Judah?” And he said, “I am.” 15 Then he said to him, “Come home with me and eat bread.” 16 And he said, v“I may not return with you, or go in with you, neither will I eat bread nor drink water with you in this place, 17 for it was said to me wby the word of the Lord, ‘You shall neither eat bread nor drink water there, nor return by the way that you came.’” 18 And he said to him, “I also am a prophet as you are, and an angel spoke to me by the word of the Lord, saying, ‘Bring him back with you into your house that he may eat bread and drink water.’” But he lied to him. 19 So he went back with him and ate bread in his house and drank water.

20 And as they sat at the table, the word of the Lord came to the prophet who had brought him back. 21 And he cried to the man of God who came from Judah, “Thus says the Lord, ‘Because you have disobeyed the word of the Lord and have not kept the command that the Lord your God commanded you, 22 but have come back and have eaten bread and drunk water in the place of which he said to you, “Eat no bread and drink no water,” your body shall not come to the tomb of your fathers.’” 23 And after he had eaten bread and drunk, he saddled the donkey for the prophet whom he had brought back. 24 And as he went away xa lion met him on the road and killed him. And his body was thrown in the road, and the donkey stood beside it; the lion also stood beside the body. 25 And behold, men passed by and saw the body thrown in the road and the lion standing by the body. And they came and told it in the city where ythe old prophet lived.

26 And when the prophet who had brought him back from the way heard of it, he said, “It is the man of God who disobeyed the word of the Lord; therefore the Lord has given him to the lion, which has torn him and killed him, according to the word that the Lord spoke to him.” 27 And he said to his sons, “Saddle the donkey for me.” And they saddled it.28 And he went and found his body thrown in the road, and the donkey and the lion standing beside the body. The lion had not eaten the body or torn the donkey. 29 And the prophet took up the body of the man of God and laid it on the donkey and brought it back to the city2 to mourn and to bury him. 30 And he laid the body in his own grave. And they mourned over him, saying, z“Alas, my brother!” 31 And after he had buried him, he said to his sons, “When I die, bury me in the grave in which the man of God is buried; alay my bones beside his bones. 32 bFor the saying that he called out by the word of the Lord against the altar in Bethel and againstcall the houses of the high places that are in the cities of dSamaria shall surely come to pass.”

33 After this thing Jeroboam did not turn from his evil way, but made priests for the high places again from among all the people. Any who would, he ordained to be priests of the high places. 34 eAnd this thing became sin to the house of Jeroboam, fso as to cut it off and to destroy it from the face of the earth.